How I Got Entangled In An Open Marriage But Jealousy Is Tearing Me Up – II

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My eyes popped wide open. I now understood what she really wanted. So, I relaxed and we got chatting and she said she really wanted to thank me for putting her through at work. I said no problem. She asked to use the bathroom and I showed her. Next thing she returned from the bathroom in Nothing but her underwear (bra and pants) I was confused.

This lady who was supposed to be engaged started to k!$$ me and do all kinds of crazy thing. I went along cos I was by this time going crazy from what she was doing to me. Then shocking, as things went further,…I found out that she was a v!r-g!n. I stopped and told her I could not do it. I told her to keep it for her fiancé.

Then she told me she was indeed keeping it for her fiancé but they are having issues cos she found out that he cheated on her. So, clearly, she wanted revenge. I tried to talk sense into her but she said she would rather give her v!r-g!nity to me for all I’ve done for her …that I have been like a very good friend and saved her job. I told her this was too much to say thank you but this girl, v!r-g!n or not…knew how to do things to my man-h0-0d and I lost the debate.

We had c8x. I was her first. I tried to be gentle and she was something else. From that day on, we started having c8x after work. Sometimes, she would stay the night, sometimes she would leave. I was falling in love with her and I thought she was too but a month later, she showed me her wedding invitation. I was devastated but she said, she was getting married to avoid disgrace to her family.

So I then told her we cannot continue with our relationship cos I cannot be with a married woman. We broke up and she got married. I felt angry cos I was in love with her but I tried to let her go cos I truly cannot mess with a married woman cos karma is a bitch. What if my own wife did that to me?

Two months after her marriage, she came to my place unannounced on night. When I saw her at the door, she told me she needed to talk to me cos it was urgent. I allowed her in and before anything could be said, she was on me. I tried everything I could to push her away but I did not try hard enough cos my junior clearly could never say no to her.

After making love, she kept telling me that she cannot stop thinking about me and that she wants us to continue being friends. That her husband cannot satisfy her like I do. I told her I will not be with a married woman. But I still cant resist her anytime she comes to me.

When she got pregnant…it was no surprise…we were fv-ccking almost everyday after work. I don’t think her husband was sleeping with her as much as I was doing.  I accompanied her to terminate the pregnancy. And it was then, I made up my mind to end things with her even if it means I resign from my job. I was feeling so guilty removing my first offspring.

When I sent in my resignation to my company, my MD rejected it cos he did not want to loose a good hand like me. I had to think of what else to do. I then sent Gloria’s husband a message. That his wife was cheating on him. I was desperate and wanted to expose her so she can leave me alone.

Shockingly, the husband replied the text and said he is aware his wife is cheating with me and that its ok as long as there is no pregnancy involved and we are discreet. To my uttermost shock…Gloria and her husband decided to have an open marriage after he cheated on her and she did not tell me.

They both signed agreement after Gloria started a relationship with me. Gloria and her husband have the  conditions of the open marriage as there would be no child outside wedlock and it must be very discreet. That was why she went ahead with the marriage plans. So, the husband is allowed to see other women too as long as Gloria can see other men. The husband even called me to say: man to man…he will never leave Gloria and I must remain discreet no matter what.

I don’t know how else to free myself from this. The knowledge that Gloria is allowed to be with me made things more complicated. She is married openly but she is in love with me but cannot have my child and she cannot leave her husband. Apparently, Gloria’s husband is from an religions and influential family and they want to avoid a divorce scandal.

Finding myself a new girlfriend has been difficult cos most times, me and Gloria are together. I feel like I cannot even leave her. I feel she is the only one that can leave me. I cannot seem to be able to leave her yet she cannot be mine 100%. Now, I am beginning to think of eliminating her husband which has surprised myself. I never thought I would one day want to do such a thing cos of a woman. I feel so enraged with jealousy when I think of the fact that she is also fv-cck!ng her husband.

I never used to believe in deliverance as this kind of situation goes against my principles…yet I feel helpless in freeing myself cos Gloria has got me under her spell and I need help..

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