like mad else I would cheat on him cos I am tired of not being wanted. My husband pushed me aside and told me he was tired and I should not start with my nagging again.
Here I was…begging my own husband to fv-cck me when someone else is willing and happy to do more than I even asked him…all my efforts to seduce my husband failed last night. I felt so angry and betrayed. Now, I know, nothing can change my husband so tell me, what is stopping me from cheating on him again?
Why am I looking at my lover’s phone no and feeling the strongest urge to call him…he is married…his wife does not want him…I am married…my husband does not want me…is this not destiny? Is this a sign that its time to end this marriage? What else am I in this marriage for?
Is marriage not for love and companionship and affection? My marriage lacks all 3 attributes and right now, I feel I am too young at 37 to live without s3-x for the rest of my life. Please advice me on what to do. I have suggested counselling to my husband and he refused. I am not the prayerful type before but this matter has made me pray yet no change.
So, Is this a sign to find love and happiness in this new man that is giving me what I want: friendship, love, great s3-x and companionship? Some people say you sometimes grow separately as your marriage grows…mine has certainly grown apart…I am tired of begging my husband to make love to me.
I just have one question: how come my own husband is not attracted to me but another married man is? what should I do to change this situation before its too late. If I call Mr. Lover man again, I fear, I may be on a point of no return. Truly, one man’s meat…what else am I supposed to do to win my husband’s affection back?
All I worked for in my 11 years of marriage might just be over. I have thought about my children as the reason I am still in this marriage but my children will grow up and leave me one day…and I will be a dry leaf. I have heard some people say, that is marriage …I should just accept it but its very difficult to accept… I am deeply frustrated.
I do not want to cheat but what other options do I have? God put the desire for a man in me…what am I going to do with that desire that is eating me up everyday? Please advice me.