I got very confused. I think I stared developing feelings for the MD. He is a young man in his 40s. He is very handsome and its getting hard to even resist his charm. He is married but his family are abroad. I know he cannot marry me but I also do not want to be a side chick.
Two months later, he didn’t even wait for me to finish my service year, he gave me full employment. He placed me on a monthly salary of N400k. I felt very bad sleeping with my MD but the job offer was too tempting. I was even sending money (100k) to my mom every month from what he gave me.
My fiancé even called him to say thank you. My plan was to work there for like a year, save enough money and leave but I got pregnant in November last year and the bad part was I was not sure who was responsible for the pregnancy cos I am also active with my fiancé.
To avoid confusion, I told the MD and he organized for me to have an abortion.
The abortion made me very sick and I was afraid for my life. I knew I could possibly get pregnant again if I continued f*cking the MD and I cannot have another abortion.
So, I told my fiancé that I wanted to resign at the end of January 2022 but he didn’t understand. He said no, that I cannot resign because he just got a job that pays only 120k and he is hoping with my job and salary, we can save enough to get a 2 bedroom apartment and get married in Easter this year.
I tried to explain that I am not happy with the job cos its demanding but my fiancé just dismissed me saying, I should stop being a baby. That work is hard everywhere.
Now, since December, I have not seen my period. I am very scared I might be pregnant. Initially, I thought it was because of the abortion I had in November. So, I did not see my period in December and January has ended.
So, I took a pregnancy test two days ago, thank God it was negative but the fear and guilt that is consuming me right then, I think its better I resign without listening to my fiancé.
I want to put in my resignation on Monday and tell my fiancé after I had done it. He sure will be very mad but I don’t see any other option. At least, I have saved up to 2M naira from this job. We can start with that.
The only other option is tell him that the MD is harassing me s3xually but I am afraid that he may find out that I actually got pregnant for the MD and aborted it.
I am worried that he may not believe me the MD gave me no choice….because the affair has been going on for almost 6 months. I suspect people are beginning to talk about me and the MD.
I do not want to be embarrassed in the long run.
I need your advice on what to do.